What I’m thankful for?
- I finally recovered from the cold. These past few days I could have a good sleep without unstoppable coughing.
- I still live in this tiny life style, which I totally love. Everything is all here. I can just pack and go anytiime.
- I still have this well paid job. Even it is stressful, but I’m more than blessed to be able to have the job.
- The job is challenging, but I have a true friend that I can talk to. Having someone just to listen to me and my pain, it helps me to make sure that I’m on the path… if I start to steer out of the right path, at least, I know he will let me know.
- I have a family that is supporting me and my decision.
- I have Trent and Tsali. They both are currently enjoying their lives, which makes me feel good. At least, they can enjoy lives the way they wanted, while my attention is focusing on work.
- I start to notice that all of my stress is just all within me, my thoughts, the way I perceive things (which most of the time, it is almost 100% inaccurate). I just need to learn not to react too fast. I just need to learn to step back and breath… let’s things resolve by itself without jumping in, trying to fix it for the sake of trying to get things done. I need to learn that it is more important to do work with the right mindset… do what I enjoy… do it with strategy…. do it when it feels right. If I start to know that I’m being panic, maybe, I should drop everything down…. and breath… give myself some time… Try it… and see what the action will come out after it. Learn to breath…