Another encouragement to humility: you can’t claim to have lived your life as a philosopher – not even your whole adulthood. You can see for yourself how far you are from philosophy. And so can many others. You’re tainted. It’s not easy now – to have a reputation as a philosopher. And your position is an obstacle as well.
So you know how things stand. Now forget what they think of you. Be satisfied if you can live the rest of your life, however short, as your nature demands. Focus on that, and don’t let anything disctract you. You’ve wondered all over and finally realized that you never found what you were after: how to live. Not in syllogisms, not in money, or fame, or self-indulgence. Nowhere.
Meditations – Marcus Aurelius
