What matters the most in life? What I want the most in life?
I always try to define the specific aspects in life of how I wanted my life to be…. But I have alway struggled. I do not know how…
I do know that I wanted to be joyful… joyful doing whatever I have to do navigating in life…
Maybe, that is it. I wanted to be energized waking up and excited to wake up everyday. I wanted to always be grateful and thankful and love, because that always makes me feel good.
I wanted to be confident and fearless to explore and experience life. I wanted to know deep in my heart that everything is always ok… I wanted to know deep in my heart that there is no more searching and everything is already perfect… so perfect.
I wanted to stop wanting and needing.
