In this world, life can get seriously tough. The constant changes, desires, thoughts, fears, and anxiety – it’s like a never-ending rollercoaster. Both the physical and mental toll can be overwhelming – body aches, pains, and the decline of the body. Everything seems to crumble at once.
Through work, I’ve become aware of the constant changes and how my body reacts with anxiety energy and physical pain. But amidst the chaos, I also notice a sense of calmness within me – a stable inner core. It’s strange because, at times, it feels like nothing in the external world matters.
I have this deep understanding that none of it really matters. There’s a feeling that even if life were to end, it would be okay – not in a negative way, but in a peaceful acceptance. It’s not that I’m planning to end my life, but if it were to end here, I think I’d be okay with it. Is that a sad thing to say? We all die, and I’d rather face it with a sense of readiness and acceptance. Life will take care of itself, and this worldly body and emotion are just part of the journey.
I believe that emotions and feelings have their own momentum, built up not just in this lifetime but possibly over many previous lifetimes. I see it clearly now, not contributing to its growth but just letting it flow. Eventually, it will slow down and fade away. I’m not sure if it will happen in this lifetime or not, but I trust that, at some point, it will cease.
