Since I have gotten back on the road, there are so many different chores that I have to keep up with such as constantly looking for places to camp/grocery shop/shower/fill water and propane/do laundry and more.
All those are necessary things I have to do plus working full time. However, I am 100% certain that this is actually the path that life chooses for me… Another way of saying is that I know there is no other paths that I would rather choose than this at this time in my life.
Even trying to keep up with all tasks is challenging…. I realized that I can’t not let all the tasks, the movement of changes and thinking or planning takes all of my attention. Being sucked into all actions, I will lose sight of the being. I will lose sight of the silence… And again, I will lose sight of self. The self that is watching and being… The self that is realizing where all the actions are taking place.
No losing myself thinking that I’m those actions… But I’m that… That is aware all of those actions.
Today, I came to the realization that why being in silence is very important. It takes me out of feeling lost in all of those actions.
All of the actions and changes is considered movement, things that requires time to complete,. Then stepping out from being in the movement or from taking action or from thinking allows me to notice the movement.
The world is full of changes and actions, which we can easily get lost and thought that all that is. Therefore, stepping out from this movement and form is the only way we can notice the non-movement, the unchangeable, the oneness.
