So far, I have started a new job, started with new investment type (Airbnb), and gotten back living a nomad life again.
And again… noticing that all things around me have always changed, I realized that I still can be unmoved by all that.
The deep knowing in me that knew that all the circumstances will always change and at one point… I will be back again in unmanifested form… Those make me fearless of doing anything new or even going back to meet with my so long partner again…
Now that I realized… I only want to be myself… Myself for me actually means no-self… No selfish… No expectations… No attachment… If we can get along and stay on the road together, we go… And if not, we will just drift apart again… So I only know that I’m living every day the best life I have here and now…
Seeing Tsali again has been a truly enjoyment for me. His innocent and love never fade away first I got to see him again. And now… I know he knows love… He remembers and recognizes love in the way that I have never expected of him.
